I want to do more than just exist.



a perfect night would consist of
Mindy and Matt Jensen. Ah, I hope I get out of spending the night here at Maddie’s.
:x
14 hours ago • 0 notes
Name: Shannon
Tumblr Name: mymannequin
Nicknames: Shan(s)
Birthday: November 20th
Age: barely 18
Location: Highgate, VT/Augusta, ME
Current school/job: Freshman in college
Sexual orientation: Straight
Status: Single
Random fact about yourself: I worked at Warped Tour last year
Hobbies/Interests: Seth Rogen, Liberals, Free Speech, Law, Orangina
Do you smoke/drink: hmhm
Favorite Tumblr blogs?: f0rsteviewonderseyesonly / postsecret
Why Tumblr?: I need an outlet
hhh I just need to blog it out
I am finally home after a nine hour car ride. I didn’t get any fucking sleep last night because Haley doesn’t understand what a bootycall is. She likes this boy from her school, and he came over at 3:45am and she didn’t think it was anything sexual. He was even like “whoops I forgot my key I’m gonna have to stay here” bullshit. Haha I wish Haley was less dumb. Then we had to get up at 7:00am to go home. PLUS pick Lacie up two hours away and get Maddie.
I was supposed to spend the night with Maddie and Haley, but I really didn’t want to. Also Haley is making me fucking crazy. She drinks like a sailor in school, and acts completely different, but once she is in Vermont/around Maddie WHAM new person. I can’t be around someone like that.
Everyone here wants to see me! There is not enough time to see everyone. And to be honest, the only people I really care about seeing are Isaac, Mindy, Austin and… Matt Jensen. haha. It’s so weird because I was so looking forward to going home and it just left me feeling more empty. I need to get away from Maine, and I feel like there is no comfort in Vermont. I need a change. I hate myself. I want to like myself again.
1 day ago • 1 noteso my birthday
Thursday night I went to kayla’s apartment had a pre-birthday party that was really fun. I didn’t get back until like 3:00am though. haha. I spent the night of my Birthday at Farming with Haley, Shwetha and Max. It was okay. They bought me rum which I liked. We went to another one of those dumb college parties that are lame and Haley tries to act cool which is a fail. They have this new friend, Alex. He is kind of lame. Haley twisted her ankle trying to swim in a river under a bridge. She is an attention craved child.
Now I am at UMaine Farmington for four fucking days. Four days I could spend being in Vermont. I just want to go hoooome.
3 days ago • 0 notesI hate my life
- t0uCh 0vRrAtD x: brand new played in boston tonight :(
- TexWonderwood: cry about it faggot
